Do you remember me?

To The Woman of My Dreams:

Hi. Remember me? I met you as a child in my dreams.

Do you remember me?

You came to me walking out of a house. A light was behind you so I couldn’t see your face. The light sprayed all around you. You looked angelic. Your beauty showed through the light, even though I couldn’t see it. But I will never forget your silhouette. I knew all about you at that moment. I knew your personality, your likes, your loves, and your fears. I felt that you knew me too. But you left before we could talk. I knew that you were the one for me.

But I wasn’t the man you wanted yet. I was young, wild and crazy. I didn’t know of love. I just knew of lust. I lived for satisfaction. You made me wait.

Do you remember me?

You came to me again at 19 years of age. I was evil. I was in trouble. I was in pain. I was tired. I had given up. I wanted to die for the first and only time in my life. Again, I couldn’t see you. But I heard your voice. You told me to get up. You told me to fight to live. You told me you would need me someday, and I had to live for you.

I still wasn’t the man for you. I was confused. I had given up on god, happiness and life. I still hadn’t found love. You save my life, but you made me wait again.

Do you remember me?

You came to me again about a year ago. You used a beautiful woman’s body this time. She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. You used her voice to speak to me. It was the same voice I had heard before. I knew that this had to be you. I could tell you knew of my sins, my pain, my sorrow, and all my confusion. I knew you were smart enough to figure me out, and strong enough to deal with me. You brought me back again, and on this occasion I knew that I loved you. I opened up.

But I confused the person that you used for being you. It was my fault, and now I feel the pain. I felt that I was ready for you this time. But you made me wait again.

Do you remember me?

I am ready now. I have been waiting for you my entire life. Please come back to me.

I know looks are important to you. I do not possess the looks I once had, but I can still turn an eye or two. Woman still find me attractive. I know my personality can draw people to me. But this doesn’t mean I want them. I just do it for simple pleasure. I promise you that when you give your heart to me I will cherish it for eternity. You will be my entire world. I will treat you like a queen and never give you reason to wonder about my devotion.

Are you ready for me?

You taught me about love. It is in me just waiting for you. No one else will ever be able to bring it out of me. My love is deep and true, but it is reserved for you. You will never be disappointed in me. I have learned that believing in love means that I am opening myself up to pain and sorrow. Maybe that is why I’ve had a painful life; so that I can endure the sorrow of waiting for you to come to me. I am ready to wait for a lifetime . . . for you.

Are you ready for me?

I have become the man you desire. I am stable, I am kind, I am caring and I am loving. I can hold you when you are sad, protect you when you are afraid, love you when you want me, and satisfy your ever fantasy. I can make you feel happiness, desire, passion, comfort, excitement and love. I know you, and I am the man you want.

Are you thinking about me?

I am distant and confusing, but you will understand. I will disappear into my cave every once in a while. No one has ever wanted to come in after me. I’ve never wanted anyone to come in after me. But I pray that you will be the first. You are courageous, aggressive, and a trailblazer. You will come into my cave. You will see my fears, and you will share my nightmares. You will choose to face them with me, as a couple. I know that with me at your side you will be stronger. You will hold my hand and we will face the demons together. We will make each other stronger and better. I will have my partner, my dreams, and my lover. You will find your lover, your friend, and your confidant.

Are you thinking about me?

I know you are beautiful, sexy, alluring and popular with men. I know that men will be drawn to you, and that you will be attracted to them. I am not jealous or judgmental, so I will not be angered with this. I will enjoy knowing that you are so desirable that every man wants you, and be comfortable knowing that you will be in my bed that night.

I have more than my share of drama in my life. I don’t accept drama anymore. Every day will be fun, upbeat and exciting. Your every wish and dream will come true. All the places you want to see, all the things you want to do, all the feelings you yearn to feel; I am the one that can show them to you.

Are you looking for me?

I am here. I am waiting. But I have one fault. I have been misled by people, and I have been hurt. I am cautious today, and I am distant again. But I don’t want you just to walk by and not see me. I am direct, I am confident, and I am sure. But you have to tell me. You have to let me know. You will have to reach out to me. You will never regret it.

Do you know who I am?

I AM LOOKING FOR YOU!

Hear my words. Hear my voice. I believe in you. Please believe in me.