STAIND - It's Been A While

It's been a while since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since I first saw you
It's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while since I could call you

But everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
It's been a while since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
It's been a while but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

But everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

It’s been awhile since I could look at myself straight
and it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
It's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste

But everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since I said I'm sorry!